low down

back...

2005-09-15T20:25:00.000+08:00

now that i have been revived
let me just say thank you
to all who have been tight
for being the bad and inspiring me
for being good to let the devil out
i have been renewed and it's great to be

'stig

random...again

2005-06-09T14:56:00.000+08:00

decided to update this blog...
just woke up and i'm thinking again...
new roads lie ahead, uncertainties are certain...
inspiration comes from a li'l baby girl...
work looms and i am tired...
people noticing changes, yup i am getting old...
white blank space is the current state of mind...
challenges brought forth, one after the other...
leaps of faith not risks...
living it up for the good stuff...
brushing of the dust; for a brand new start.

dallas

2005-05-04T04:00:00.000+08:00

(photo taken via SE T610)

04.23.05.
0126 hours.
dallas angelique.
i love you.

a call!

2005-04-18T05:08:00.000+08:00

come out, come out!!! li'l baby dallas!!! mmmmmmmmwaaaaaaaaah!

one liner

2005-04-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

down and out.

LB

2005-04-04T03:39:00.000+08:00

I was asked a week back - what's your most relaxing moment?

I gave it a thought...

"It was sunny weekday afernoon (I forgot what day it is). In UPLB. 1st year college. Apartment 2E. The wind was blowing and I could feel the breeze come through the screen windows. The sun was up in his glory but the heat was just right. I was on my back on a bed with a cig in hand. Joe Satriani in the background. I think the title of the tune was "Home."

Nothing special you may say? Well it was to me. It was mine. Time stood still and there was no one but me. I was happy.

thought.

2005-03-26T11:36:00.000+08:00

"Life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep"
-Fran Lebowitz

As I am lulling myself to sleep...am I watcing life slip away?

thursday

2005-03-24T07:24:00.000+08:00

i have been ever so quiet and i have not done anything to update this blog. i got in a rut, well i still am and i have been busy with - thinking. yup i have not done really big but think. i could sat that i have almost made up all the what ifs and how's thats than anyone could ever imagine...but then again maybe not.

work's a bitch right now and heading to nowhere. life has been so uneventful. good thing dior's there to sweep me off my feet and dallas (the little one) will be coming in soon. boy, i am so freaking excited. i wonder what it would really be like. gotta get my life back on track though!

anyway, im in a room of red chairs and the music playing would be the sound of the airconditioned unit accompanied by the tinkling of the keys. i decided to write because there is nothing much to do. when i get out of this building, the street may probebly be not as traffic as it is used to. the sun is shining but the blinds make it look like its peeking. probably it's sum 18 degrees in this joint so it's rather toasty.

julia fordham playing in my head with girlfriend. i am waiting for the right time to come so that i can go home and have the much needed rest. my recluse is but a few hours and i am happy that it has come.

shhhhh...

2005-02-25T02:25:00.000+08:00

quiet time in the work front.
uncanny but enjoyable.
hope it stays this way...forever
can listen and slack.
without having to think what's next
just waiting to the next incident
hopefully just an error
resolution not hard to assess.

shhhhh...

random (i forgot the count)

2005-02-14T11:21:00.000+08:00

updates have been a drag as of late. been busy with the struggles of life and i am getting ready for the coming of the little one.

anyway, went to the balloon fest in clark yesterday to hopefully get a glimpse of hot air monstrosities flying towards. unfortunately, we were just able to see a balloon get inflated. no flights were made because of the strong winds. the organizers decided to call it off since it would be very dangerous to fly under the said conditions.

if there was any consolation, i was able to spend some time with dior. well, she does not get out alot and it was our pre-valentine date so to speak. i love you honey.

took some pictures but only a few. hopefully i will get to post them. i have been promising the pictures but i am not able to print them as expected. my rolls were messes if i have ever seen one. gotta get me practicing though. but i am sure i will get the hang of 'em.

see you guys in a bit. lunch.

15th!

2005-01-20T23:04:00.000+08:00

dior and i celebrated our 15th month together. yup. had a simple meal and basically spent some quality time together. while we were eating she got a kicked out of our baby. her tummy was acting like crazy coz the wee one was up and about. it was such a wonderful experience to feel your soon to be wriggling in her mom's tummy. i can't help but imagine what's it's going to be like very soon. the little tyke keeping me occupied. that'll be something

escape is never, the safest path!

2005-01-16T14:11:00.000+08:00

this sing has been in my head for quite a while now. a dissident is synonymous for heretic. although i'm not going to that path. heard DISSIDENT from pearl jam a few days ago from Launch Cast and it has lingered. I just wanna share it. Other thaan I have no interesting post.

Dissident
Lyrics by Eddie Vedder

She nursed him there, ooh, over a night.
I wasn't so sure she wanted him to stay.
What to say? What to say?
But soon she was down. Soon he was low.
At a quarter past. A holy no.
She had to turn around.

When she couldn't hold, oh, she folded. A dissident is here.
Escape is never the safest path.
Oh, a dissidence. A dissident is here.

And to this day she's glided on.
Always home but so far away. Like a word misplaced.
Nothing said, what a waste.
But when she had contact with the conflict.
There was meaning but she sold him to the state.
She had to turn around.

When she couldn't hold she folded. A dissident is here.
Escape is never the safest path.
Oh, a dissidence. A dissident is here.

Oh. Oh... Oh... She gave him away when she couldn't hold.
No, she folded. A dissident is here.
Escape is never the safest path.
Oh, a dissident, a dissident is here.
Oh, couldn't hold on. She couldn't hold. No, she folded.
A dissident is here.
Escape is never the safest place.
Oh, A dissident is here

happy new year.

2005-01-10T02:10:00.000+08:00

updates have been a drag as of late. the new year has kept me busy. eventhough i am just but a login away, i can't seem to fit everthing in schedule. i have been thinking alot about what i am to do this year and the biggest of my plans is to have our baby be delivered safe and healthy. i have been saving and it's totally hard for me. well i have to do it unless i want all my plans to be given meaning. anyway, i have been raving for a new cam in prep for the li'l girl i we're having. i want to her all of her pictures and that they all be printed so that i could take a look of her everywhere. i'm really excited for that wee one. no matter how screwed life may get, i made a promise to my self that i will do everything to the best of my abilities to see my child grow and become someone. i think i will keep everything in check and offer the rest of my years for my li'l girl. i bet she's gonna be a handful but i know dior and i have enough hands to go around with.

anyway, i know it may come in late but i would like to wish you all a happy rooster year. may we become who er are this year or if not may we achieve something. if we can't have it all, then we take baby steps. be back at yah! payce...

resolutions...?

2004-12-30T20:10:00.000+08:00

with the new year knocking on our doors, the penultimate question again is thrown. What is (are) your New Year's resolution? I try to shun away and avoid answering that quesion because there haven't been a resolution I have made that I could say I have successfully upheld. hehehehe. oh well...I'll just keep everything in perspective.

but for kicks, I will give at least three:

1. never ever expect. take everything as they come.

2. improve improve imporve (vague)

3. be a good father to my little girl.

how about you guys?! hey only good vibes in '05! happy new year to all!

HAPPY CHRISTMAS!

2004-12-25T04:32:00.000+08:00

happy christmas to all!!!

it's a GIRL

2004-12-24T05:25:00.000+08:00

just got the news and come next year, i will be a proud daddy of a cute, cuddly, happy and bouncin' little girl!!! yay!

eve...

2004-12-24T05:13:00.000+08:00

5:30 am. day before xmas. watching the lakers and hornets. the replay. blah. so it's christmas time. hell yeah! but the thing is christmas is not the way it was used to be. they say that christmas is for children.. growing up, i begged to differ. now, i may to believe them. well, the christmas spirit is there but I can't seem to trap it in me. i dunno why. maybe becuase i have alot of things in my mind as of late and been busy with all the goings on in the world.

but just the same...I wish everyone well in this special season. Happy Christmas and may you all have the best.

thoughts while on #41

2004-12-21T01:42:00.000+08:00

You know it. Im' back here. On my lonely chair and listening to DMB's #41. It's one of my favorite tunes in the world. I imagine myself watching a Dave Matthews concert and be totally blown away. Gives me the goose just thinking about it.

I remember learning this tune and playing it. I think way back in college. This would be my encore so to speak - during my mirror concerts. hehehe. it was fun. I said to myself "that would be a hell lotta fun playing in a big stadium with all the people singing with you." It sure would be a blast. Oh well - earth to TIMBER. You're floating off again. Hey, I'm just wishing.

what the?

2004-12-16T11:29:00.000+08:00

is it me? or blogger has lost its text format options. hmmmm. could be. blogger might have indicated it and i'm just to lazy to go over any updates...

anyway, today is the lantern parade of UP. i might drop by later and do the sentimental. i make it a point to not miss this event. i have been part of it when i was still in college and i intend to go every year.

i wonder what surprises await. what would the floats be like. i'm sure iot's gonna be eye candy. but aside from that, what i always look forward to is the spirit and atmosphere that is genuinely christmas - up style.

might be brining the shutter to capture some good 'ol moments so to speak. hehehe.

oh! i was coerced by rain to try out wordpress and i signed up for blogsome. as of date, i have 3 blogs that i can't seem to manage. but so far with regards to wordpress, i find it pretty cool and you can do alot of customization. try and visit my wordpress blog - ang ultimate blog ng isang kahoy. hehehe i can't think of a good title anymore. that blog would only contain a few but substantial anythin goes information. hehehehe!

oh well. sack time. payce. i am timber

Farewell Dimebag...

2004-12-11T01:07:00.000+08:00

he was one of the best guitarist in metal history. larger than life. it's just sad to hear about his untimely passing. Sometimes you really have to question fanaticism or lunacy. Dime got shot onstage...point blank. some punk did it. He was about to put on a show then...bang.

now the world has lost some of its heaviness and crunch. good thing he left a legacy behind and we have his tunes to makes us remember.

R.I.P. Darrell Abbott.

spa and siyortz

2004-12-06T15:53:00.000+08:00

my friends (rain and monchie) and I decided to take that much needed stress reliever. and went to the spa... it's was a guy thing and we started out in a sauna with oranges juices to chug. then the stories came in. mostly about work and then chismis form all over. showbiz, acquaintances, previous experiences. hehehehehe. then after the hot box we went to the massage room! but we had to fix oursselves and thin li'l robes and siyortz! hehehe. i felt like a bell. honestly, like a dangling modifier. hahahaha. if y'all know what i mean.

went the massage got on, it was like...soothing and i wish it won't stop. i forgot about the pressures i had. the back massage was great. my butt was even included! whoa! all the spot were covered. then when it was time to do the front, i dozed off and i didn' know what hit me anymore. i just woke up and there was no one there any more. rain and monchie got up and went to take the shower. hehehe. as for me, i just went back to my clothes and sat on the couch. kept everything in mind. i said to myself - "I needed that."

re: yoyong!

2004-12-04T07:49:00.000+08:00

i rest my case. pumasok din ako. bummer

yoyong!

2004-12-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

stuck at home because of the storm brewing outside. i don't really want to work and risk braving the situation outside. i called the office but to my atonishment, they would still want people to go to work. hmmmm....damn that! it's not worth it I say. getting paid for this day,,,ummm what a little over 500 bucks at the expense of my own safety? hell no! i'd rather stay indoors and let things calm down!

super typhoon yoyong is unleashing his fury. just heard that he's over at isabela and wrecking the place! i pray for the safety of all!

hope y'all are safe! God bless.

ramdon # 5

2004-11-24T01:09:00.000+08:00

whoa! haven't blogged for some time. busy? me? nah. been the same. nothing's a buzz in my so called life. been thinking about what to do with it actually. and my thoughts? well i'm still trying to figure it out.

what has happened in minutes?

...jay-z and linkin park palying that numb collaboration (encore)

...just emptied a bottle of yakult (ok ka ba tyan)

...went through Inventory Control! (Item Class Setup)

...eyes roamed aroundd the room to look for something interesting (nothing)

...the taste of robitussin still in my mouth (hoping the yakult would do the trick)

...made an ellipsis (...)

to hit the sack or not. i'll just let the mania called the quarter life crisis lull me to sleep.

downtrodden

2004-11-13T13:51:00.000+08:00

the path ahead long and unending

listless, the heart and mind in a tussle

if you're not here, where am i going?

cannot move, not even a single muscle

it's hard daring life alone

no one to share the cudgels with

shivers creep up to the bone

the sadness won't take heed

i have been working this and alot of stuff in my head. call me hopeless but actually that has been the mood lately. can you finish this poem with me? at this point i need all the support i can get. even in this simple endeavor. maybe if we share our burden and let it out, it can ease the pain.

...up

2004-11-09T04:34:00.000+08:00

mag-isa akong naglakad sa UP nooong linggo. bumalik ang nakaraan. wala akong nagawa kundi ngumiti upang alalahanin ang kahapon. bilis ng mga taon na lumipas ngunit and mga pangyayari ay sariwa pa rin sa akin isipan. buhay noon ay simple - walang mga pasan at suliranin. kung meron man, napakadaling lampasan. sana ganun pa rin hanggang ngayon.

salamat up! kahit sa sandaling panahon na ako'y napadaan sa iyong mga kalsada at mga gusali nabigyan saya mo ang ang aking araw...kahit papaano...

point and shoot

2004-11-07T10:42:00.000+08:00

just got hold of the cam that I takled about in my previous post. i dunno if I'm working it properly but right now I'm just shooting and shooting. I haven't had the time go over the camera's manual because I'm thinking of taking shots first and have them developed to see how i did. I do remember the settings that rain and I talked about and I hope that my shots went fine. I'm going to finish my roll soon and I'm planning to get another for good measure. basically it's just pointing and shooting for me so that I'll get the good feel of the camera.

today is sunday. and I think it'll be a good day. I'm gonna get my rolls down in UP for a photo-op. hopefully i have pics by the end of the day. be going out. need to think over things and assess. head's up and about lately. same shit, different day. I'm dead and I'm lost. gotta focus my energies, gotta take it to the positive. wish y'all a good day..

"The purpose of life is to fight maturity."

Dick Werthimer

on to distributions!

2004-11-03T03:37:00.000+08:00

new day. new set of trainings. been like a pingpong.
i have not grasped the essence of my support and now i am transferred to a different team.
i'm trying to keep myself awake. we're all sleepy here in the training room. we have to be up unless we want a memo. well, so far everything's been at pace. it's just that people tend to get sleepy - we have to, eventually.
i do pray that i get good at this. sheeessh...
i have to get back; i am missing alot. i'm dead now and i don't understand. accounting hurts.

random #4

2004-10-29T09:02:00.000+08:00

haven't posted for a while. nothin's much has happened. been down lately. having a hard time at work. good thing motivation is still up. lost our sunday game by the way. bummer. mind's blank as of the moments. trying to find out what to write. it seems like people around me has got issues. nice to know that i am not alone in this world. i guess that's what we call the spice of life. all would not be complete without daily struggles and obstacles. amidst that i believe in the resilience of an individual. no matter how shitty life may become, a person still finds a way to rise up to the challenge. let me ask...when was the last time you pushed adversity aside and spit on it? that's what should always happen. never back down and keep your head up. as long as you do that, i believe that nothing is impossible. for the listless out there, break out of your slump and take your head out of the ground. exude your confidence because you have it. everybody has it. it's a matter of letting it show. easier said than done? could be...you get hurt, you learn. you succeed, you achieve. win-win situation.

think about it. do it. godspeed.

it's all about the dub

2004-10-23T16:54:00.000+08:00

i had to go home rather late...late in the afternoon that is. after work, I had to rush to the dumlao gym (that's in shaw boulevard) to play for the msn iats team. we played against IS, a very tough team known for years as one of the best teams in our company's basketball tournament. at the start it was a nip and tuck affair. each team slugging it out. seesaw battle - each team not having a lead of more than 6 points. it was like that after 3, until came the 4th canto. our defenses tightened up and the team worked a gear higher! consequently that led to our full octane offense - which saw our lead bubble from 3 to 12! we pulled off a W over our opponent, 61-49. tomorrow will be another game. time to pull of one win in order to ensure our place in the semis and hopefully grab that twice to beat advantage.

right now, i'm just so bushed. my eyes are failing me. time to hit the sack and come out for tomorrow's game. hope to see y'all tomorrow! BALL UP! It's time to battle.

the way we were!

2004-10-21T08:56:00.000+08:00

my friend vince gave a picture to me. the picture was taken during one of our calibration meetings back there in msn. those were the days! *big ass sigh in here.* some of us L2's are now working for a different account. but it's always good to look back and remember the good 'ol days.

yeah, thanks for calling...MSN.

-edited-

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

2004-10-21T08:42:00.000+08:00

the woman and i celebrated our 1st year anniversary. nothing fancy. just spent quality time and shared our stories. went back in time to relive the things we went through. all the good things. it was a happy time for me. to my baby dior - i love you so much! a year has passed, forever to go!

where's kim thayil?

2004-10-16T07:59:00.000+08:00

i miss soundgarden. i consider them as one of the best bands ever. sadly they did not endure and most of the band members have gone their separate paths. chris cornell went solo for a time then recently worked with former members of rage against the machine, hence AUDIOSLAVE. Matt Cameron, the last thing I heard was he was doing the skin work for Pearl Jam. Ben Shepherd, the bassist, has moved from place to place and last account of his work was with WellWater Conspiracy (I have to get stuff from this band). But my question is, where the hell is Kim Thayil?!

will you help me, find me?

getting serious with photography

2004-10-15T13:05:00.000+08:00

i don't know what got into me. maybe it's just sittin' beside rain to much. the other day i got me a camera of ebay. yup. an old school federate cam. it was a very good deal and i did not get to spend alot compared to buying the latest slr's around.

with that being said, you may ask - timber are you sure about it? well to answer that. it's a simple yes. i have come to a point where i need a distraction. somethingg to take my mind of things. a hobby. yes, something like that. come to think of it, i don't really have something that i can call a hobby. well this might be it. it'll be fun and interesting. i can wait to get my hands dirty.

the next thing you'll know i'll have my photoblog setup. now that's something to look forward to.

the zenit ET. it's russian. call me comrade.

what to do?

2004-10-08T10:59:00.000+08:00

i have of alot of things in mind right now. and i dunno what to do. i'm really thinking of getting into photography. yes point and shoot. click and reload. maybe seeing rain looking at different cameras online. having pictures all over did the trick for me. but this is not to say i'm already hooked, it's just that my interest level is at high right now. the woman does not approve of it though...so what now? hmmmm...(and then with sharp eyes, an evil snicker). maybe i'll just try to read up on everything right now. just for now. and learn everything i need. a career in the making? a longshot but perhaps...perhaps.

my friend janis told me that i should write more in my blog. maybe she's right. but i'm not that interesting a person. i don't even know if you're into what is written here. i used to write alot before. but somewhere between grade 7 and 1st year college, pens and ideas took their bags and went off. hehehe. now it's all about being corny and all. sad sad sad.

an attempt.

thoughts lost, where do i begin?
my mind moves the keys
fingers stop and cease
an idea? still nothing

this is an attempt (again) in poetry
to write inspiration
put in words from imagination
do away with quandary

though funny this may sound
foolish, crappy and trying-hard
pardon this unworthy bard
just lost, hoping to be found

this lyric must be cut short
the flow has come to a end
no more ideas to spend
this is all i have to abort

hahahahahahaha. what the hell? sounds like vanilla ice rap huh? i think i have to put my energies somewhere else. or i just need more inspiration? maybe you could give me an idea.

exam?

2004-10-07T22:39:00.000+08:00

be takin' another exam in a few. Payables Management? HUH? what the... hehehehe. been burying myself with alot of new stuff. the software we're working on is not that bad. well i'm bad at it actually. must need to learn how to move around it. hopefully i learn it soon...

for now got to get back and study.

DMB!

2004-10-01T22:28:00.000+08:00

for live mp3's and new music from the Dave Matthews Band, y'all may wanna drop by WeeklyDaveSpeak. the site has loads of stuff about the band - news, quotes, games and media. Just register and you're ready to get the goodies.

"Hello again, it’s been too long. Too long, too long. Hello again..."

10 things.

2004-09-30T16:04:00.000+08:00

ten things in mind...right here, right now.

10. friday afternoons on a sunny beach

9. what's work gonna be tonight

8. my mouth sore

7. having 2 installs of msn messenger on 1 xp profile

6. reebok the question 2 - olympic edition

5. "you can't see california without marlon brando's eyes"

4. of learning and success

3. Invent by Peter Searcy

2. running statements on SQL

1. dior

ouchi, damn kimchi!

2004-09-28T22:32:00.000+08:00

got hit by a korean elbow last time out. now aside from a broken lip, i have a black eye staring at me. bummer. it was the first time i played with them guys and tell you what, they play hard...some of them play bad. good thing our team racked up the points and whoop their asses back to seoul!. hahaha. take that ricky! hi-yaah!

2004-09-25T13:33:00.000+08:00

the man and the "woman" behind the man

random # 2

2004-09-24T13:56:00.000+08:00

first off...i just want to say "Congatulations" to the newly-weds - Mr. and Mrs. Royce Christian Buencamino. May God bless your union and may the both of you live a wonderful life!!!

another day of nothing to say. i woke up around 6am this morning and from that point on i haven't slept again. i got home from the wedding at about 2:30am. Went to bed at 3 then woke up at 6. 3 hours of sleep? Well that's not bad. The thing is, i have work tonight and if i keep everything up, i might end up sleeping on the job. good thing we have a fun room - a place where we can chill and rest. it's a nice and cozy place although i have heard several accounts that it is haunted. creepy. stories has it that there's an entity that frequents the place and pins you down while you're sleeping. monchie has experienced this and he said that he can't move nor whimper. i don't know. i'm thinking that he was just to heavy and sleepy for his own good, that's why he couldn't get up. hahaha.

a while back, i had a few laughs reading the blog of chona. you may want to check her out. it's basically about a certain househelp and her behaviors and misbehaviors. it's written in "barok" english which adds color to the blog's humor. i'm thinking of linking her in my site, eventhough i really don't know her or him or whatever. the blog seems to be very popular because based on the number of comments written per entry - it appears that it already has a following.

if you may have noticed, right at the very top my blog i have an ad. i just got AdSense going so i expect you guys to be clicking on them ads and help me raise some money. hehehe. i know that not alot of you know and it would not make sense to be clickin' and help some fella with his finances. but hey where's the sense of charity in y'all. you may want to give it a shot. or better yet set it up on your own blog. definitely better than nothing, right?

last monday, we went live. from then until today, i have only 2 tickets under my name. everyday we have call goals that we have to meet and saddly i haven't been living to expectations. well it's all starting (that's what my head says to me) and i know in time i get used to our support. i fervently hope. tonight, iwas informed that i should be getting 4 calls - so ihave to make that number. just don't wanna look bad and give people impressions that i'm all about goofin. :p

well y'all be safe ok. ima log off for now. gotta get some shuteye. be up again in 3 hours. i'm planning to drop by GreenHills later to check out some stuff and maybe buy me some peripherals. come to think of it, i haven't bouht myself something for quite a while now and GH is not a bad place to do some shopping.

lean back!

another day gone :'(

2004-09-19T03:13:00.000+08:00

i was supposed to go out tonight. you know to enjoy my rest day and and get into the scene once again. get a little sip of socail life. it's really hard for me to go out these days because most of the time i'm all bushed when people ask me to go out. like iwas suppose to attend 2 birthday parties last night and i ended up waking at 11:00pm. i just texted the people whom i promised to and extended my apologies to them. was so tired and i couldn'y get up. i even set my alarm to wake me up - and it did but i was really lethargic and got myslef stuck in bed instead. oh well another day gone.

well if there's any consolation, today's another rest day and i will make it a point to go out and let the sun burn my eyes (but then again it cold be raining again). actually today's a big day so i really can't afford to bum again. gotta get these dawgs walkin'. a game is up. be meeting my girl. be saying "hi" to her folks and from there who knows?

well i have to get to sleep once again. gotta get the much needed energy. but a good movie is on tv. and i'm really not that sleepy. decisions.

be back in a bit. God bless

w.bloggar

2004-09-18T05:36:00.000+08:00

whoooops! i'm back again. just got this from rain. he said it's suppose to help me out - a noob in blogging! i find it handy, so you may wanna try it out.

glad that was over with...

2004-09-18T04:53:00.000+08:00

whew! that was something. a gruelling week in accounting, software familiarization, configuring this and that, finding out what goes where. it's just goes on and on! what am i talking about? well, just to tell you folks for this week i was schooled! got my hands on training on a software that I have used before. due to an invisible hand that's gagging my mouth, im not allowed to say what that product is...confidentiality agreement so to speak. 'tis for me to know and for you to find out. 'wink'

it was like going back to college. we were given lectures...exercises we're given...question and answer...and yes you've thought of it - a FINAL exam (an 80% passing score is required). that keep me up all night (should i say morning) just to study for the test. good thing alot of things were saved in my head plus reviewers were handed out by officemates[3x 'wink'].

the test was all good and like every important exam i take, i always got jittery. yup a li'l bit of cold swaet was there and also the incessant leg shakin'. as for the exam - it was all good we were given ample amount of time to go over the questions and answer them carefully.
hopefully, i do get a passing mark. i just wanna get some rest and take it easy. yeah, chill over the weekend. i do think i deserve it. today's saturday, so there's an adventure waiting to be taken. oh yeah! there's also our basketball game tomorrow so im kinda stoked and rarin' to play. fo shizzle dizzle..

now i have to run. got to do a little more training. i'm not listening again. sheeesh! ima be back in a few. y'all keep it on the DL.

rock'd

2004-09-16T03:40:00.000+08:00

i was going lethargic over the training we're having. my lids were falling. then GOD shook the earth! yup we all felt that alright. i dunno know how to make of it but i think it was an earthquake of 5 on the Richter. hehehe, it sure woke up my senses (which is good)! i was lagging behind on our lesson...

well, that's that...back to the numbers and figures and the continuous mouse clickin'.

up and about

2004-09-12T11:05:00.000+08:00

i have been up since 5am this morning and since then i am not able to go back to sleep. what have i done? absolutely nothing. went online to check some stuff but i came to a point of boredom. clicking away surfing sites, trying to find interesting reads...still i'm bored.

good thing a good friend of mine went online and we decided to talk over yahoo voice chat. the reception had it's crappiness but it beats the hell out of spending money over phone cards that would allow you to talk to the person on the other side for less than a minute. talked to him for about an hour or so. mentioned life's bounces and turns.. you know the usual stuff. i tried to get insights and ideas from him. it was all good.

well i would be out probably for the whole day. have people to meet, places to go and steps to re-trace. the needed time out from it all. well it's my day off for chrissakes! i must get a move on something, right? but then again, maybe there's nothing to do out there. hmmm...

i dedided to make this blog early because i may not have the time to make a new one or update this later. so i wish you all a very good day/night or what have you. always remember that no matter what, even if you feel that you have gone through the slips and slides (and hell how can one endure?!) the world may offer, it's just LIFE's way of saying "hold on to the handrail, it's all about enjoying the ride."

ganbatte!

thinkin' with a thinkpad

2004-09-11T13:12:00.000+08:00

this is what I usually do at night. while the rest of you are sleeping, I'm working my butt out to earn a living. one of the perks of the new account is that I get my own laptop. whoa! hehehe. this picture was taken by my healthy friend monchie, on the first day of my training.

oh yeah i almost forgot! i would like to thank rain for helping me tweak some stuff to sorta enhance my blog.

nuff said. lights out...

waiting for sleep

2004-09-10T09:47:00.000+08:00

can't wait to sleep. just got home from work and i got the connection working here at home. sweet. now im so stoked that i can't get my eyes off the screen and get my butt off to bed to get some shuteye.

hehehehe. nothing like free internet connection.. now what am i suppose to do? hmmmm
well i think i will give it a rest in a few. too much web surfing can kill you literally. im just gonna finish this log and do a little bit of tinkering with this machine them im off.

the good thing of having a blog is that it's such a release. you can write whatever you want and express all that inside you...let it all out but at the end of it all, when everyone has read your posts, you still feel that you have an enigma that people can't really decipher. you may show it all or reveal all that is yet when others seem that they know - hell they haven't got any clue.

wonders...

random # 1

2004-09-10T05:00:00.000+08:00

just finished a gruelling day in accounting. yup you heard it right. the new job wants us to polish our accounting skills so as to be ready for the tasks ahead...bummer. but so far so good. it's like going back to college. sigh sigh sigh

i kinda miss college, well not kinda. i miss it alot. seems that when you're 25 and you feel the days passing, makes you wanna walk backwards and hope that time rolls back as well. then re-live the moments of old - yeah, during those days everything seemed carefree and being happy go lucky appeared to be very cool.

well those were the days...gone. new life is ahead of me. it's not gonna be easy. i see alot of spills along the way, but i have to endure. suck it all in and be like a man. i feel changes would come soon...very very soon.

testing it!

2004-09-10T04:01:00.000+08:00

this would be my nth attempt on making a blog. hopefully i get to publish this well.

HELLO WORLD.